Kim
One afternoon stuck in traffic my lover was fiddling with the
car radio and tuned into a Dodgers game. Seeing my grin and the boner
growing in my jeans, he looked cross-wise at me and asked "Do you have
a crush for Mike Piazza that I should worry about?" It wasn't that but
it's just that even after twenty years, whenever I hear a baseball game on
the radio, I think back to .
The summer after I graduated from high
school, I worked nights as a DJ at a downtown club. One Monday in
June I woke up in the early afternoon to the sound of the Dodgers'
game playing on the radio from the house yard next door. While most of
the houses in our part of the neighborhood had fences or high shrubs, my
family shared the driveway with the house next door so I could see right
in from my bedroom on the second floor.
I remembered the neighbor had mentioned
to my father that he was hiring someone to clean out and tear down
the old garage behind his house to make way for a garden. I could
see an old pickup truck in front of the garage and when I saw
its driver walk out of the garage, I started getting hard right there!
I
didn't know if it was culture shock or naivete, but before then I never
associated Asians with both size and strength. On my bedroom wall across from John
Travolta was Bruce Lee, but I had always felt Lee was a little scrawny
for my tastes. And in East Los Angeles in the mid-seventies, there just weren't
many Asians around period, much less Koreans.
This guy was way over six feet
tall, in faded cut-off jeans slung low over his fatless hips, the muscles of
his thighs bulged around the legs, making the cut-offs fit like a bikini. His
tanned and hairless upper body swelled around a faded tank top which was cut
off above a six pack that was probably an eight pack if I could
see below his cut-offs. He had a brush cut like he was in the
Marines, and a flat broad face that showed an age from either mid- twenties
up to maybe forty.
I watched him carry out a big scarred refrigerator, the
fridge bobbing up and down in his arms as if it was styrofoam. I
could only see two big tanned hands clamped on its side and broad callused
feet sticking out of the sides and bottom. With a flip, the fridge flew
up and onto the pickup with a hollow boom.
As I watched from my
bedroom he cleaned out the garage, carrying the junk that had accumulated over the
years and dumping it into his pickup. In the summer heat, a thin layer
of sweat glistened over the muscles of his back which ground into each other
as he worked. But on him the sweat didn't bead but rather it spread
across his skin like a polish over the writhing muscles of his body.
He
disappeared into the garage and I could hear something heavy shift around, and a
second later I saw him carry a battered old pool table out into the
driveway. The tank top was dark with his sweat, which I imagined I could
smell as he pumped up under the table's weight. With a gentle thump he
placed the heavy pool table on the pavement, looking back and forth between the
big table and his pickup truck and then seeming to make up his mind.
As I watched, he stood stock still before the table, making a knife of
his right hand. The tendons of his wrist swelled into cables and the vein
that ran down his biceps swelled from his shoulder into his fist. In a
blur he snapped his hand up above his shoulders and down into the center
of the table! The pool table broke in two under his fist in a
loud boom of splintering oak. He tossed the two halves of the table into
the back of his truck.
Next up was an old metal beer keg he
casually carried out of the garage in one hand. He swung the keg up
in front of his chest, clamping both hands on its side. His lats and
shoulders swelled out and up like wings as the keg crumpled under his arms.
His fingers kept folding the keg more and more into itself with a crackling
of tortured metal until it was no larger than a basketball of crushed steel.
And holding it like a basketball, he playfully tossed it onto the top of
the heap on his pickup truck with a jump shot, got into the truck
and drove away.
He put on a show like that for the rest of
the week. Every afternoon he drove in, and worked with the ball game on
the radio. I watched from my bedroom as he worked by himself, the cut-offs
dark with his sweat. For a few hours each day he cleaned out the
garage, carting away the old junk in his pickup. But later that week, after
he left, I saw something on the fence next to the garage that made
me even harder. He had left his sweaty tank top draped on the fence!
When I saw that, my feet decided for me; I went outside.
That
summer both my mom and dad worked during the day, so I was (almost)
alone in the house, and my sister usually hung around with her friends in
the next block. If I wasn't worried about my guy coming back in the
truck, I was very worried about getting caught by my little sister. I wasn't
ready (yet) to tell them how I felt towards men but I knew how
my sister would handle it. She would be totally cool and only tell one
or two hundred of her closest friends. After that, I could tag it on
the side of City Hall. I had just grabbed the tank top and turned
around, when I saw him in front of me.
"Hi! I was looking for
that" he said. He had only a slight accent, but in an otherwise impassive
face his eyes smiled at me. Wearing only the short cut-offs I tried not
to gape at the plates of his hairless chest that bulged his nipples down
over his belly.
I put out my hand. "I'm Edouard."
"." His hand was
warm, slightly slick with sweat and hard with calluses under the steel of his
hand. We shook hands a little longer than I expected, our eye contact lingering.
We walked over to the pickup truck and sat on the gate. The truck's
shocks groaned and the truck tilted towards him as he sat down.
"I do
odd jobs like this when I'm not working out over in Venice at Gold's."
He unconsciously twitched his biceps while I tried to keep my mind on anything
but my hardon waking up in my baggy sweatpants. "I'm over there in the
morning, working out with Arnold and the rest of the guys. They say he's
gonna be a big movie star soon, and I guess they're right." He paused.
"But he's not that tough."
"Who's Arnold?"
"When I finish tearing down that garage,
I'm gonna put a garden in its place. This sort of job is great,
you know? Most of my work is gardening, so for brute force stuff like
cleaning this junk out, I can really work out. Like this."
He reached behind
us into the truck and grabbed an old Los Angeles phone book, three inches
thick. Crushing his hands onto the book, the veins and tendons on his hands
swelled and his fingers dug into the phone book's paper. Then, with a growl
that turned into a purr, he tore the phone book in two! He tossed
the two halves into the back of the truck.
"Wow!" Lame, but that's all
I could trust my voice for.
"Feel this." This time, he reached back and
came back with an golf ball. "Edouard, did you see that movie, Goldfinger?" he
asked.
"I saw it on TV" I answered.
"And remember Dr. Goldfinger's Korean bodyguard,
Oddj ob? What he did to the golf ball?"
"Yeah. But that was the
movies."
"This isn't." His right hand clamped over the ball. "Come on, Edouard,
this is real life. Feel this."
I reached out to his hand. When I
started to feel his skin, his fist swelled around the ball, and from his
shoulder down his biceps to the forearms, I could see heavy muscle swelling under
tanned hairless skin. After only a second, I heard a faint pop under his
fist, then a crunching sound as his fingers ground the ball. He opened his
hand and the crushed ball looked like a car had run over it!
As
he showed me his power he had leaned over towards me on the gate
of the truck. His elbow brushed against my elbow, and I decided to lean
lightly back.
"Do your parents work during the day?" he asked.
"Yeah, but they're
not home right now."
"And your sister isn't home either."
A small part of
my head clicked. He had spotted me earlier in the week and noticed who
else was in the house and when. He might have put his tank top
out as bait today when he knew I would be alone. I didn't mind
at all. Somebody had to do the brain work for this, and with precum
starting to show in my sweatpants it wasn't going to be me. Under his
cut-offs, I could see his basket swelling up against the zipper.
"Wanna coke?" I
asked.
My bedroom isn't that big with me alone in it, and when
walked in it felt that he wore the room around him. Feeling my tension,
he embraced me without pulling off my sweatpants, massaging the cheeks of my ass
with his hands while letting my hands have a field day sliding over the
sweat-slick iron of his belly and chest before I began fumbling with the zipper
of his cutoffs. His sweat was clean with a light hint of garlic, just
like the taste of his mouth when on tip-toes I reached up to kiss
him. When I began to suck his tongue I felt fingers of one hand
massaging the outer ring of my asshole as the fingers of the other hand
reached in front under my crotch. Picking me up off the ground with one
hand, I tried to wrap my legs around his belly but
leaned us
back onto the bed. When he kicked away his cut-offs, his cock snapped up,
as long as a hardcover book and almost as thick as a coke can.
It stood up as hard as a fire hydrant over his belly.
At the
sight of 's weapon aimed at my asshole as he lifted my legs up
into the air and prepared to lean forward into me, I almost panicked. The
last time I had been fucked (which had been the first time I had
been fucked) it had hurt plenty. But what was different today was the sense
of strength and security that gave off with his body. I let my
legs bend back over his shoulders, I felt the head of his cock make
contact with my asshole. His precum felt cool to the air as his cock
rubbed it around my asshole. His hands clamping themselves over my shoulders, he reached
down to kiss me again. As his lips hit mine, his cock stopped circling
my asshole and his head began to fit itself in.
The first flash of
pain when his cock head spread my asshole open squared itself when he pushed
the head all the way in. The pressure of his massive hands rubbing my
shoulders, 's level and hot breathing through his lips into my gasping mouth and
the dripping of his sweat down his torso onto my belly fought for my
mind with the panic of my ass as it tried to relax around 's
cock. But every time I felt like he had gone up to his hilt,
a new slicing pain tore from my asshole into my head as I felt
more of his unseen cock grind in.
At the next flash of pain a
yell burst out of my throat and I buried my mouth into the heavy
muscles of his shoulder to muffle my shout. Under my lips his shoulder felt
as hard and unyielding as a football, slippery with sweat. twisted his head
to shove his tongue into my ear and his suction turned my next shout
into a low, long moan. The tearing of my ass came from places I
didn't know existed until at last I could feel the hilt of his cock
making contact with my hole.
With his cock in all the way he simply
held me, letting me come to terms with his tool all the way into
my guts, its throbbing strength making my belly glow with heat and a red
haze grow in my eyes. When I reached to my own cock, he grabbed
my hand away and twisted up, so that he gripped both my hands behind
my head with one thick hand wrapped around both of my wrists. When he
slowly, teasingly began to ease his cock out, the pain shifted around his retreat
until I could feel only his cock head splitting me open. His tongue and
teeth began to play with one of my nipples and my own teeth clenched
over a yell that was fighting to break out of the control that
was taking away from me. When his cock ground back down to its base
on one strong shove and his teeth switched to my other nipple, I forgot
control and yelled for breath.
I could feel with my legs wrapped around
's torso that his body's tension snapped and his cock ground in and out,
this time far faster. Again and again, the friction of his cock burning out
of my asshole through my belly and the ringing of my ears over 's
cool breathing. I looked up and locked our eyes together as his mouth
left my stinging nipples to crush my own lips. The steady rhythm of his
hips suddenly quickened and his breathing grew hoarse in my mouth. He began to
growl in tune to the hammering of his cock through my melting asshole and
he clamped both his hands on either side of my head, his sweat dripping
into my eyes.
His rocking rhythm dissolved into one vicious spear after another, and
I felt the heat of my own cock glowing from his friction. With one
last shove his cock penetrated through the jelly of my asshole muscles and a
new cooling glow spread from the tip of his cock. I felt a new
spray over my torso and over 's body and dimly realized that I had
come for the first time without jerking myself off. I could feel his balls
pumping over and over in rhythm with his gasping for air. His moans slowed
and then stopped, as his heavy balls finished pumping into me. He playfully rubbed
his nose against mine while his cock shrunk down, still hilt-deep in my ass.
Finally, his hips lifted his cock out of my ass and I groaned again,
the emptiness throbbing almost as much as the fullness. He reached one arm around
me, the muscles feeling like slick steel cables, and lay beside me as our
breathing slowed back to normal, slowly moving his keg-sized thigh against my own leg.
After we both felt we were ready, he pulled me up into his arms
as we both sat on our bed.
"Thank you very much, Edouard" he said,
squeezing my shoulder.
"How do you feel?"
I grinned. I felt like my guts
had been turned into overcooked spaghetti. "That was fine."
We were both speaking quietly.
The ball game on the radio had finished.
"How long will it take you to finish the job, ?"
"Tomorrow I gotta tear down the garage"
"How long will that take?"
He misunderstood me. "About a day" he said, flexing his bicep.
"I mean, how long will you be working over there?"
"Well" he paused and smiled. "After I pull down the garage, I gotta break up the concrete floor and haul it away. Then I can start to get the ground ready for the gardening." He looked up and down my body. "It'll take a while, Edouard. I might be working around here longer than I thought." We grinned.
He stood and began to pull on his cut-offs. "Wait a sec!" I said. He looked up quizzically.
I got up out of bed and stood in front of him. Reaching up to pull his head down, I licked off a thick blob of my come that had shot up into his brush-like hair.
"what's your last name?"
"You couldn't pronounce it."
"You can teach me."