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Mysterious Skin (2004) - Where was my hot coach?..................................................... previous / next

In 1981, in Hutchinson, Kansas, the eight years old boy Neil McCormick is sexually abused by his pedophile baseball coach and his deranged and promiscuous mother does not pay attention. Meanwhile, the also eight years Brian Lackey awakes from a brief amnesia of four hours with a bleeding nose, but his negligent father does not pay attention to the event. Brian grows-up believing he had been abducted by aliens. The gay Neil grows-up as a hustler. When Brian is eighteen years old, he looks for and meets Neil, who discloses dark innermost secrets of their past.

The film is romanticized and beautifully photographed even though it portrays dark topics like pedophile and child's disturbed psychology. The coach in the film reminds me of an handsome life guard at my grade school swimming pool. One day, when I was 10 years old, I was sitting by the poolside and he came up to me and started talking. I don't remember what he talked about, but remember he was bouncing his big chest and popping out bicep balls. Probably he wanted to show off his grown up man's body to a little brother. I wanted to touch his body and sleep on him all over. What if he had molested me in a romanticized setting as in the movie, how would it have affected my psychology, I wonder? especially as I wanted him so badly. One thing I know from my childhood memories and feelings is that I was physically an asexual angel, but not in my mind. .................................................................... Mysterious Skin DVD

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